Monday, January 17, 2011

Bear with me, compadres.

Ahhh... my first time with internet access not via iTouch. Here we go!
I'm sitting in an open, brick lobby with a large, real fire roaring, leather couches around and vintage decor. On-staff volunteers, visitors, and DTS students from last semester are mingling around me, all of us feeling a little sleepy from lunch's leftovers smorgasbord. Outside = a foggy canyon sprinkled with rocky cliffs and palm trees. Nice.

It's only been, what, four days or so, but there's already far too much to recount in a single blog post (with less than a half-hour before I've got to run). Let's start with my fellow DTS students!

As some of you may be aware, this is a unique group: 5 single girls and a middle-aged couple make up our team. My roommates are Paola from Guatemala City and Michaela, originally from Perth, but for the past 5 months she's been living in Redding with her parents as her dad attends the Bethel School of Ministry. The other two girls are Kenzie from Fresno, and Nelita, another Guatemalan Latina, from Antigua. The couple are David and Katie, and they drove out from Virginia with their four sons, aged 14 (twins), 9, and 3, who are going to the international school on-base. It's been fun getting to know each other, from the moment I burst into my room at half-past 9 to find sleeping roommates (now woken up!), to today, in the first of our classes as we learned about intimacy with God.

Basically, I'm just stuck on this deep inquisitiveness - why did God pick Chico for my base? I find so much peace in the fact that it was His call. A female-saturated team, a "scouting" (think Joshua and Caleb) outreach to the gypsies in Spain... yet I can't let that steal my heart from where I am here and now; what He has for me in this lecture phase. So excited about the prayer room we have - intercession is definitely something I need to dig into, heart and soul.

My prayer for this season is that I would pursue God EXCELLENTLY. Let's give it all while I'm in such a blessed place, a place where I know I've been specifically called. The unfortunate part is that it’s easy to say nice words, and I can theorize all day about how one must “press in” to places where the Lord leads, but the actual logistics of it remains nebulous to me. The essentials: I need to invest my time, my heart, my faith, my dependence, my talents, gifts, and strengths, my weaknesses, shortcomings, and flawed perspectives – all of it needs to be the Lord’s; His to work with and through and despite. So my relationships need to be transparent, full of accountability, and legitimate. Stop the relational wasting :)

Man, that was rambly! Thank you to those of you who suffered through it. Much love to you, and to those who skipped to the end as well. Hopefully my next update will be both shockingly concise and convincingly spiritual ;) God bless!

13 comments:

  1. "I can theorize all day about how one must “press in” to places where the Lord leads, but the actual logistics of it remains nebulous to me."

    You certainly have a way with words there Miss Peters. But wow! Sounds like a lot of fun! A group of all young women and a young family delving into what God has for them. Basically a power team and I can see fully how you were placed there with the talents that you have, but also for how it will be stretching.
    I don't know if you'll be reading these comments or no, but a section I think is for you is Hebrews 4. So great, and it basically summarizes all of your first experiences in Chico with a few extra encouragements. One of my favourite sections personally, so just thought I'd share with you!
    Your friend back up in the Northern wilderness of Canada,
    Steven
    P.S. Ramble all you want, love the updates :D

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  2. Love you Makaela! So excited for you! (ps - I did NOT skip to the end:D) haha Thinking of you and praying for you today!

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  3. Hi, Makaela. I followed your dad's Facebook link here and I'm glad I did. God's rich blessings on you, sweet girl!

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  4. My Makaela! It's so quite around here....guess who's missing????
    I am so glad to read your "rambling"! It's a delight for me to read your thoughts.
    God bless you, my baby girl!
    Love,
    Mom

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  5. Sam is unable to post on this thing, so she asked me to post for her.

    She misses you, but is excited for the updates every so often. [insert inside joke here]

    Well, there you have it! Hopefully she gives me something a little more effective to work with next time :D

    On the other hand, this message was so very Sam in nature.

    From Steven, on behalf of Sam

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  6. Hey Makaela,

    Thanks for the link; it's always been a pleasure to read your writing and now even more so that it's not "assigned" ;) Don't feel any pressure to to respond, but I'm wondering if "relational wasting" is just what it sounds like, or if that alludes to something particular. If the former, I'm intrigued by what would constitute a "wasted" relationship.

    God Bless.

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  7. Love that you are writing a blog during your time away-can't wait to continue reading it and hear how you are processing and learning things. Blessings as you press in and give it your all! ;)

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  8. Thanks for the comments, all :) So good to hear from you guys, too.

    And for Mr. Nickel! I guess I would define a "wasted relationship" as one that ISN'T transparent, accountable, and legit. Surfacey, superficial ones seem wasteful, I think. Thanks for the comment and question :) Haha hope that was sufficient.

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  9. Oh, my dear Makaela! I love reading what you write - like Steven said, you definitely have a way with words. I'm so psyched to hear about what you're going through and how God is at work in your life! I love you, girlie :)

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  10. love you! laughed through this, and just picture you there! so excited for you. praying. loving the updates! keep em comin!

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  11. you're rad. and a beautiful writer. i never knew that. doesn't surprise me though.

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  12. 1. Oh my goodness, you wrote this on an itouch?!
    2. LOVED this. (Sorry I am reading it so late...)
    But yeah, my goodness. The part where you talked about pursuing God excellently, and how we can "theorize (and) say nice words..." ah! You just hit the nail on the head. You have a God given gift of words. The way you write them is real, and sounds like a sermon.
    Amen.

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